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Mental Intrusions

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1.
[Verse] This is just the beginning of greatness Yeah I take off on this rap shit waitin Pacin not being complacent face it 3 2 1 countdown in a spaceship Basic how these other rappers is chasin Money, clothes, hoes it's just an illusion Life is a dream and mine is lucid Welcome to Mental Intrusions Yuh, it's all a phase I mean that the way ya mind creates Astral projections in this place What's this world wi-without space What's this world wi-without sayin What's this world really anyway Can't say too much if you wanna stay the same Can't think too much if you wanna stay sane Strain on the brain got me feelin this way Pain in a wave got me killin this page Game in a cage got me buildin up rage Chains in my veins got me stealin this age But still say the same when I'm asked about my ways All these other fuckers get up up out my way 3 2 1 now I'm up up and away He who done just fucked up the hate I use these tracks as an ethereal gate Escape to a plain where everything shapes Its own destiny and everything's fate But I really wish that I would of became A less devilish better human being But listen to this tape and you will see Another humans life and what he perceives Fuck it man this what I'm supposed to be, uh [Chorus] Yuh, this the motherfucking take off Anyone who thinks not bout to face gods Anyone who thinks not can't face these odds Man this is the beginning of greatness (x2)
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[Verse] (Tocci) Sleep in the day Sell weed on the night shift Green so strong that it causes blindness Fly for miles on autopilot Spices on spices on spices in my pantry Girl in the back Lookin real skanky Double my hands Full of xaneys and crush it Eatin up she's blushin Creepin up we're moshin Seepin drugs all day and then start huntin Now you're not up to strut All the fuckin sudden I thought you were real Down with the shit But nah you're just a little tiny bitch Here's a mob to lynch you You're complaining cuz your clock won't tick but Words are words And meanings are meanings Curses are formed through all of the motionless gleaming Doorways open And yeah I feel a breeze God I have a question Why do we even breathe What do we even see What do we be What do we do in this life Well I idolize and study Write thoughts for the kids that are like me That can't speak through this luxurious Simple oddity that rose from nothing Another commodity Built for the country Tocci, another grumbling gremlin tumbling like a boulder crumbling Well at least it's fucking something It's what I'm shouting out The war has started and you're coming down [Chorus] It's a war This a war-field aint it It's a war Said all these other fuckers tainted (x4) [Verse] Look up and down there's no sound Contemplatin Am I even real now Like, physicalities this doesn't really feel like reality Every other second I am zonin out This mental spout Has left me in an existential drought Thoughts swimmin just like a fuckin trout Light dimmin as my heart begins to pound Cerebral begins to become profound Everyone finally sees the serene evil but how Will he even Stand a chance The people believe the heathen And tears fall like a rain dance But he keeps breathin and takes a glance at all the fans They just keep screamin as he starts to fall out of his trance But what does it Matter when you Are pushed around by every civilian with nothin to do So your thoughts are getting askew You want everything You wanna a part of the crew But time is crucial and you gotta do you Cuz people bring you down But power doesn't bring the crown And you come to the realization that you'll end up in the ground So what now Now now now now now You go back to the start As your heart Begins to pound This is you yeah This is your town This is your dream You'll do anything for it even fight the three headed hound And that's when you start to zone out Yeah, that's when the thoughts begin to drown [Chorus] It's a war This a war-field aint it It's a war Said all these other fuckers tainted (x8)
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[Verse] Flippin and grippin I'm feelin and sippin These women and infinite thoughts is just killin I should be a menace I should be a villain There should be There should be There should be an endin But yet I am sittin In an endless prison But still I feel I need to ask for forgiveness Because if I don't then I'm lackin appearance And people look down on me swearing I'm in it For business but it is just more than the digits I wish I could go over all of these missions I wish I could say just fuck all of these bitches Regret and remorse makes all of my decisions Cuz I ain't felt happy in under a minute Ain't never been happy I'm just fucking spittin Ain't never been happy I'm just fucking livin Ain't never been happy I'm just fucking livin But ya gotta keep ya head up Enough of that sappy shit like what was up I don't know it just feels like anything I fucking touch Amounts to dust in the eyes of the bunch Like, crunch time I'm on another level come find Me, you will never be able to confine But I will never really wanna confide In someone that's close to me, besides Why would I wanna keep doing this shit Why would I wanna go through with this bitch It's kinda like love but love's just a myth It's kinda like us but us isn't it Take a couple shots then I go take a trip Drown a couple thoughts then I go take a hit Found a couple rocks now I'm sittin on a rift Take a couple shots now it's happenin again like [Chorus] My bodies carbonized, atomized Living in a different time Why am I even attempting to try I just wanna give up It seems so easy But I can't just give up I gotta keep breathing [Verse] (NDGO) It goes one for the money Two for the dough Three for the spittin gettin digits from a show I know I'm from the mystics and only misfits will get this Fictitious remedies are dished from distant enemies it's so vicious My crypt is mixed with plenty fixins for a mission Admit it, you leeching so you never gonna get admission And we never gonna make decisions Filling dishes in the kitchen - it's so fuckin ambitious I know it's killin you to know that I'm on top of the world Living this life that I'm living you got the bitches, I got the pearls You got to eat and I'm bout to hurl They got the beach and I got the whole damn universe Killed the verse, here's the hearse for it It's a done deal, don't call the nurse for it I ain't gettin nothin for you niggas, I'm feeling the holes I'm getting close to the flows that be opening doors That get the bitches on the floor and they scratchin my toes They gettin down for the people who be killin the shows I got this [Chorus] My bodies carbonized, atomized Living in a different time Why am I even attempting to try I just wanna give up It seems so easy But I can't just give up I gotta keep breathing (x2)
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[Verse] Take a trip into an intricate mind And you'll see that I'm One of a kind no paradigm I'm ridin by Bumpin Ganghis Kahn in the ride I know I'm white But I still spit it sickly at times Get insight If you really wanna live the life You'll stand by in silence Ponderin at night Envision a light Crescendo the mic Just lay back and define The world in your own terms I already did mines But you gotta learn That you need the shit to burn These bridges When people make you discern they decisions You deserve the digits And they been heard the mission But they aint worried it figures That the competition bigger Than any competitor in revisions That got em livid Livin in a fuckin dream Success is just dependent On anything that you given Man these officials is trippin They just want you with no witness But that aint none of my business Nah, nah that aint none of my business [Verse] Spittin soliloquies, cuz nobodies into me So I just kick back and ingest these herbal remedies Been a beast like half of the creatures in the middle east Hear him speak, cuz I been doin this shit proficiently Isn't he, quite a fuckin wonder as an entity An existential being who's fiendin to find his meanin to breathin Without seemin like he's being followed by demons Healin this whole generation step by step Yeah you know he's dealin knowledge at its best As he saunters on his quest To find the rest of regret That he's feelin He's done with being the heathen Maybe he's being misleadin I am so don't quit with your grievances I'm goin hard like some penises A genius is Someone who thinks outside of the premises I've been a premature baby givin birth to fetuses Elitist in every sense of the word and I mean the shit Cuz this is all a metaphor on some of that genius shit
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[Verse] I'm so done with this shit Just look up to the darkened sky And slit these pale wrists Like what is even up with this kid Is he just fidgetin quittin waitin to stick his dick in This bitch of a rap game Beginning to think I've gone completely insane But what does it matter when you've got stress on your brain No dame no fame I really have no reason to complain Other than sayin I'm plain But it's time to get high and leave this lame plain of existence Covered in mental stitches Where I've been fucked over by these stupid bitches Til I get 3 trucks impale them through the hitches Drag they bodies to ditches Go spend a week in Venice No that won't even diminish These dark thoughts that begin to pillage And envelope my entire image Why me lord? Why me? Can't you see that I'm loathing the fact my life is so easy Everything has become a breeze to me But that's how shit is when you've got loads of money If I can't be happy then why should they be Allowed to be filled with glee Oh can't you see?
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[Verse] Pacing back and forth sectioned off from other human beings People in your life aint as close as they really seem They objects in the mirror and me Well I'm a selfish king Living inside a hellish dream Ya I tend to embellish things But you gotta believe me when I say that I got devilish fiends Looking over my shoulder Wondering when I'ma just follow Anything that they say neglecting that I might die tomorrow But if i do Then I wanna know if I lived in sorrow Four armed monster call me Goro Cuz I'm out of this world Out of this whirl Confusion got me spinning turn me around and just hurl These fuckers make my head twirl It's amazing the fact That they can play it off and make you feel anxious Like you was just they dog And now you hanging out in the back of an alley Nose bloodied while they laughing You fucking confused You're fucking covered in bruises They weren't your friends and you knew it But you let your gaurd down And they went through it And they went through it Man you knew it [Chorus] This the last (last) Day (day) Of your life (your life x3) There gotta be a fast (fast) Way (way) Just to die (just to die x3) (x2) So where are you going Where are you going Would you mind if I Wanted to join (wanted to join) Said this the last (last) Day (day) Of your life (your life x3) There gotta be a fast (fast) Way (way) Just to die (just to die x3) [Verse] That's when you open up a dream See a glorious thing It's just you In a deep ravine No nobody to see Nobody to be mean But in reality those bodies never meant shit to me It's just me In this world aint no one is gonna say other Yeah I got my sister, father, mother But I don't want em to wonder Bout my health When they waltz in my room and discover That I've been making music that shows insanity down under myself Praying for hell No not praying for help I'm praying that someone will come to me and empty a shell I might as well If I wanna see if God is real But until then I will abide by my skill with a pen I will try To live this life as I Mentally give in To all these sedatives that got me in an ultimatum Hating the fact that I'm still doing this shit Like why am I waiting Waiting for what I don't know I might just be waiting for Satan Can't really say if I'm doing this shit for greatness But what if What if What if I was just Crazy [Chorus] This the last (last) Day (day) Of your life (your life x3) There gotta be a fast (fast) Way (way) Just to die (just to die x3) (x2) So where are you going Where are you going Would you mind if I Wanted to join (wanted to join) Said this the last (last) Day (day) Of your life (your life x3) There gotta be a fast (fast) Way (way) Just to die (just to die x3)
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[Verse] Feelin fuckin massive feelin great Spittin fire like I opened Hell's gate This must be what it's like to feel great The earth quakes, shakes, and vibrates I wait Wishin I wasn't full of hate Forget this bad life I have found my true fate No time to waste Take me to a better place Pull me up I got the rope around my waist Only Heaven waits Perceive myself as a saint Cuz this world is tainted I just require some maintenance But I swear to God I'll make it All my dreams are beginning to fade and What happens when You lose a friend This shit is too real no time for pretend I must make amends The Devil is what I will resent But myself I will defend With a journal as a shield And my sword as a pen This is the final battle when will it end Battlin inner demons that reside within But I know I will win I can defeat them Hit the floor with a Til the cycle repeats over again I feel so done with this shit I need to get a grip before life begins to slip My life's journey has gone amiss Find the target how unfortunate I missed Hit the floor with a Til the cycle repeats over again See I am babblin baffled attractin em Wishin I could get a glimpse of this world's end Until then I'll just wait and sit God repent
8.
[Verse] (Noks) Something is pounding on my chest I think it's my heart it wants to escape But I failed even when I am the best Every day I try my hardest to erase Every single feeling that I drown in The only way I cope are the songs that I make I was looking for myself and I found him And deep down he's someone that I hate Someone that I really wanna turn away Someone that I gotta face every single day So I'm running from the man that I became Hoping I can keep what I'm feeling contained I gain knowledge as I gain age But I lose much more in this war I wage Life is a play I ignore the stage But I'm writing this script on a single page I wish I could learn before mistakes Maybe then I could see your face Maybe then I won't know this pain But the same could be said for the lesson gained Even now her memory stays I can list the days We spent together but it's history So I'll pick up the pace Step by step I'll run today [Chorus] (Noks) Don't let the feelings bring you shame (I'll flee) Don't let it keep you here from now Running doesn't keep you from going insane (Stay with me please) So stay a little longer with me now [Verse] Metamorphosisms leave you in a torn position Should I choose my life or should I pick a drug addiction Smug inflection My reflection got me wishing I was different Different than these other kids that think that they are fucking reckless Orchestrating haters We waiting we so complacent We chasing and racing fakers We pacing and blazing papers Freebasing with fucking Satan I'm playing I'm fucking jaded I'm saying that we have made it Take ya back to ancient times and we rewind Rewind way back When we were at The point of civilization with pharaohs wearing them swaggin ass hats You gotta realize that rap Is fucking hieroglyphics We just stating facts and painting pictures when we attack These tracks He stacks Acetone back With a match In salivary glands Proprietary master of man With hands I command Armed armies to march across the land Maybe one day you too could understand [Outro] (Noks) Understand what I keep trying to be I wonder why you lied to me All you gotta do is hear me out Baby please don't fear me now
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[Chorus] As I recollect and look at my town Aim my head up high and fly off the ground Yeah I'm fuckin skybound Skybound Yeah I'm fuckin skybound Skybound (x2) [Verse] Yeah I'm skybound I found a place to call my town And I feel so high now And I can't believe It feels so right how It fills me with glee and I just want to lie down Cuz my stomach is so tight wound Everything is so surreal I need to go outside, wow Everything I am achievin now has a meanin Now there is no more grievin My body just shuts down and I stop breathin Nothin but the sun gleamin Once considered a young heathen Now the young is healin The young needs to stop bein dumb dealin drug With guns squeezin tight with tongue feelin numb right No one knows but there's nothin wrong with some insight Drop Enzyme because I'm no longer him No I am me No longer Enzyme no I am A.D.P. [Chorus] As I recollect and look at my town Aim my head up high and fly off the ground Yeah I'm fuckin skybound Skybound Yeah I'm fuckin skybound Skybound (x2) [Verse] Reachin for the stars Might not get that far But until then I am cruisin in my spaceship like Ackbar And he comes packed with fat bars And all he really wants Is an audience to clap for him But if not that's okay He won't stay dormant either way Even through the torment he won't see astray At his darkest moments he will plead to say That he will bleed to create Another verbal image That will create energy like a gerbil spinnin All these words are hidden in the back of his mind Where he is forbidden But to make a livin He must break into the mental prison If he is successful he will be given The light to shine off his magnificent prism I will achieve everything and fight Through the definite schism Until the death of him creates livid civilians And I aint even concerned with makin millions [Chorus] As I recollect and look at my town Aim my head up high and fly off the ground Yeah I'm fuckin skybound Skybound Yeah I'm fuckin skybound Skybound (x6)
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[Chorus] I'm quite cheesy and greedy It's pretty easy to be me Wish Pa could see me When I flow so freely On this, R A P yo yo, I'm A.D.P. (x2) [Verse] All I fucking think of anymore is nonsense My conscience doesn't speak to me no I've lost it So I gotta think quick and get off topic Before the conversation begins to become preposterous Like, "What the fuck does this kid think?" Well, a lot of things You gotta give me time to think I like to think about what being on this world means I like to think about my weird fucked up dreams I like to think about women and the finer things But most of all I'd like to see what Pa Pa would think He's been gone ten years but forever is how it seems Damn, R.I.P. I remember running circles round the kitchen I remember how he'd always stop to listen He had them big damn ears no one could miss em Time with you is what I've been missing [Chorus] I'm quite cheesy and greedy It's pretty easy to be me Wish Pa could see me When I flow so freely On this, R A P yo yo, I'm A.D.P. (x2) [Verse] Let's get off of that bullshit And back to that cool shit When we was young and ruthless More like innocent And not so menacing All he ever wanted was to be a normal citizen But, when you're weird it's fucking hard And, what you fear isn't in the dark You're sitting spitting dumb bars Get up stretch your lumbar Your goal isn't that far But failure is in the heart Yeah, he resents himself And, he'll probably end up in hell But, at least he lived his life well Instead of being stuck in a cell He's stuck in his mind He's stuck in a time Where he wallows and whines And follows a shrine To his titillating pinnacle That draws him from being a criminal Out of this dismal State of life So he's gotta keep his head high And shine from the inside [Chorus] I'm quite cheesy and greedy It's pretty easy to be me Wish Pa could see me When I flow so freely On this, R A P yo yo, I'm A.D.P. (x2)

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My name is A.D.P. formerly known as Enzyme
This mixtape, Mental Intrusions, is subjected around my mind and everything I think about. Sometimes happy, sometimes sad. Mostly sad. The idea for this mixtape was to let listeners, and fans alike kind of get to know me better and the way my thinking process goes. I've been trying to find my style of rapping for quite awhile now, and I'm still not entirely sure what I'm going to do with it. I don't really have a set style yet which is shown throughout the mixtape. The idea of Mental Intrusions was to find out who A.D.P. really is. Though unsuccessful in doing so, it's still a work in process. I've kind of chiseled out an idea of what I hope to be, and hopefully I can follow through those guidelines. I'd like to thank everyone who gave it a listen or a download.

This mixtape is free because I have no aspirations of making money off of the music I create. I make music because I like to, and making people pay for what I love to do feels like thievery. If you want to pay by all means go ahead, but feel no obligation to. Just listening to at least one of my tracks is enough credit for me.

I'd like to give special thanks to: My sister., My parents, Anthony T., Matthew K., Mike H., and Dash S.

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released October 8, 2014

All tracks written and recorded by A.D.P.
All tracks mixed and mastered by Krinny.

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