[Verse] (Noks)

Something is pounding on my chest
I think it's my heart it wants to escape
But I failed even when I am the best
Every day I try my hardest to erase
Every single feeling that I drown in
The only way I cope are the songs that I make
I was looking for myself and I found him
And deep down he's someone that I hate
Someone that I really wanna turn away
Someone that I gotta face every single day
So I'm running from the man that I became
Hoping I can keep what I'm feeling contained
I gain knowledge as I gain age
But I lose much more in this war I wage
Life is a play I ignore the stage
But I'm writing this script on a single page
I wish I could learn before mistakes
Maybe then I could see your face
Maybe then I won't know this pain
But the same could be said for the lesson gained
Even now her memory stays
I can list the days
We spent together but it's history
So I'll pick up the pace
Step by step I'll run today

[Chorus] (Noks)

Don't let the feelings bring you shame
(I'll flee)
Don't let it keep you here from now
Running doesn't keep you from going insane
(Stay with me please)
So stay a little longer with me now

[Verse]

Metamorphosisms leave you in a torn position
Should I choose my life or should I pick a drug addiction
Smug inflection
My reflection got me wishing I was different
Different than these other kids that think that they are fucking reckless
Orchestrating haters
We waiting we so complacent
We chasing and racing fakers
We pacing and blazing papers
Freebasing with fucking Satan
I'm playing I'm fucking jaded
I'm saying that we have made it
Take ya back to ancient times and we rewind
Rewind way back
When we were at
The point of civilization with pharaohs wearing them swaggin ass hats
You gotta realize that rap
Is fucking hieroglyphics
We just stating facts and painting pictures when we attack
These tracks
He stacks
Acetone back
With a match
In salivary glands
Proprietary master of man
With hands I command
Armed armies to march across the land
Maybe one day you too could understand

[Outro] (Noks)

Understand what I keep trying to be
I wonder why you lied to me
All you gotta do is hear me out
Baby please don't fear me now