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[Verse]
This is just the beginning of greatness
Yeah I take off on this rap shit waitin
Pacin not being complacent face it
3 2 1 countdown in a spaceship
Basic how these other rappers is chasin
Money, clothes, hoes it's just an illusion
Life is a dream and mine is lucid
Welcome to Mental Intrusions
Yuh, it's all a phase
I mean that the way ya mind creates
Astral projections in this place
What's this world wi-without space
What's this world wi-without sayin
What's this world really anyway
Can't say too much if you wanna stay the same
Can't think too much if you wanna stay sane
Strain on the brain got me feelin this way
Pain in a wave got me killin this page
Game in a cage got me buildin up rage
Chains in my veins got me stealin this age
But still say the same when I'm asked about my ways
All these other fuckers get up up out my way
3 2 1 now I'm up up and away
He who done just fucked up the hate
I use these tracks as an ethereal gate
Escape to a plain where everything shapes
Its own destiny and everything's fate
But I really wish that I would of became
A less devilish better human being
But listen to this tape and you will see
Another humans life and what he perceives
Fuck it man this what I'm supposed to be, uh
[Chorus]
Yuh, this the motherfucking take off
Anyone who thinks not bout to face gods
Anyone who thinks not can't face these odds
Man this is the beginning of greatness
(x2)
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[Verse] (Tocci)
Sleep in the day
Sell weed on the night shift
Green so strong that it causes blindness
Fly for miles on autopilot
Spices on spices on spices in my pantry
Girl in the back
Lookin real skanky
Double my hands
Full of xaneys and crush it
Eatin up she's blushin
Creepin up we're moshin
Seepin drugs all day and then start huntin
Now you're not up to strut
All the fuckin sudden
I thought you were real
Down with the shit
But nah you're just a little tiny bitch
Here's a mob to lynch you
You're complaining cuz your clock won't tick but
Words are words
And meanings are meanings
Curses are formed through all of the motionless gleaming
Doorways open
And yeah I feel a breeze
God I have a question
Why do we even breathe
What do we even see
What do we be
What do we do in this life
Well I idolize and study
Write thoughts for the kids that are like me
That can't speak through this luxurious
Simple oddity that rose from nothing
Another commodity
Built for the country
Tocci, another grumbling gremlin tumbling like a boulder crumbling
Well at least it's fucking something
It's what I'm shouting out
The war has started and you're coming down
[Chorus]
It's a war
This a war-field aint it
It's a war
Said all these other fuckers tainted
(x4)
[Verse]
Look up and down there's no sound
Contemplatin
Am I even real now
Like, physicalities this doesn't really feel like reality
Every other second I am zonin out
This mental spout
Has left me in an existential drought
Thoughts swimmin just like a fuckin trout
Light dimmin as my heart begins to pound
Cerebral begins to become profound
Everyone finally sees the serene evil but how
Will he even
Stand a chance
The people believe the heathen
And tears fall like a rain dance
But he keeps breathin and takes a glance at all the fans
They just keep screamin as he starts to fall out of his trance
But what does it
Matter when you
Are pushed around by every civilian with nothin to do
So your thoughts are getting askew
You want everything
You wanna a part of the crew
But time is crucial and you gotta do you
Cuz people bring you down
But power doesn't bring the crown
And you come to the realization that you'll end up in the ground
So what now
Now now now now now
You go back to the start
As your heart
Begins to pound
This is you yeah
This is your town
This is your dream
You'll do anything for it even fight the three headed hound
And that's when you start to zone out
Yeah, that's when the thoughts begin to drown
[Chorus]
It's a war
This a war-field aint it
It's a war
Said all these other fuckers tainted
(x8)
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[Verse]
Flippin and grippin
I'm feelin and sippin
These women and infinite thoughts is just killin
I should be a menace
I should be a villain
There should be
There should be
There should be an endin
But yet I am sittin
In an endless prison
But still I feel I need to ask for forgiveness
Because if I don't then I'm lackin appearance
And people look down on me swearing I'm in it
For business but it is just more than the digits
I wish I could go over all of these missions
I wish I could say just fuck all of these bitches
Regret and remorse makes all of my decisions
Cuz I ain't felt happy in under a minute
Ain't never been happy I'm just fucking spittin
Ain't never been happy I'm just fucking livin
Ain't never been happy I'm just fucking livin
But ya gotta keep ya head up
Enough of that sappy shit like what was up
I don't know it just feels like anything I fucking touch
Amounts to dust in the eyes of the bunch
Like, crunch time
I'm on another level come find
Me, you will never be able to confine
But I will never really wanna confide
In someone that's close to me, besides
Why would I wanna keep doing this shit
Why would I wanna go through with this bitch
It's kinda like love but love's just a myth
It's kinda like us but us isn't it
Take a couple shots then I go take a trip
Drown a couple thoughts then I go take a hit
Found a couple rocks now I'm sittin on a rift
Take a couple shots now it's happenin again like
[Chorus]
My bodies carbonized, atomized
Living in a different time
Why am I even attempting to try
I just wanna give up
It seems so easy
But I can't just give up
I gotta keep breathing
[Verse] (NDGO)
It goes one for the money
Two for the dough
Three for the spittin gettin digits from a show
I know I'm from the mystics and only misfits will get this
Fictitious remedies are dished from distant enemies it's so vicious
My crypt is mixed with plenty fixins for a mission
Admit it, you leeching so you never gonna get admission
And we never gonna make decisions
Filling dishes in the kitchen - it's so fuckin ambitious
I know it's killin you to know that I'm on top of the world
Living this life that I'm living you got the bitches, I got the pearls
You got to eat and I'm bout to hurl
They got the beach and I got the whole damn universe
Killed the verse, here's the hearse for it
It's a done deal, don't call the nurse for it
I ain't gettin nothin for you niggas, I'm feeling the holes
I'm getting close to the flows that be opening doors
That get the bitches on the floor and they scratchin my toes
They gettin down for the people who be killin the shows
I got this
[Chorus]
My bodies carbonized, atomized
Living in a different time
Why am I even attempting to try
I just wanna give up
It seems so easy
But I can't just give up
I gotta keep breathing
(x2)
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[Verse]
Take a trip into an intricate mind
And you'll see that I'm
One of a kind no paradigm
I'm ridin by
Bumpin Ganghis Kahn in the ride
I know I'm white
But I still spit it sickly at times
Get insight
If you really wanna live the life
You'll stand by in silence
Ponderin at night
Envision a light
Crescendo the mic
Just lay back and define
The world in your own terms I already did mines
But you gotta learn
That you need the shit to burn
These bridges
When people make you discern they decisions
You deserve the digits
And they been heard the mission
But they aint worried it figures
That the competition bigger
Than any competitor in revisions
That got em livid
Livin in a fuckin dream
Success is just dependent
On anything that you given
Man these officials is trippin
They just want you with no witness
But that aint none of my business
Nah, nah that aint none of my business
[Verse]
Spittin soliloquies, cuz nobodies into me
So I just kick back and ingest these herbal remedies
Been a beast like half of the creatures in the middle east
Hear him speak, cuz I been doin this shit proficiently
Isn't he, quite a fuckin wonder as an entity
An existential being who's fiendin to find his meanin to breathin Without seemin like he's being followed by demons
Healin this whole generation step by step
Yeah you know he's dealin knowledge at its best
As he saunters on his quest
To find the rest of regret
That he's feelin
He's done with being the heathen
Maybe he's being misleadin
I am so don't quit with your grievances
I'm goin hard like some penises
A genius is
Someone who thinks outside of the premises
I've been a premature baby givin birth to fetuses
Elitist in every sense of the word and I mean the shit
Cuz this is all a metaphor on some of that genius shit
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[Verse]
I'm so done with this shit
Just look up to the darkened sky
And slit these pale wrists
Like what is even up with this kid
Is he just fidgetin quittin waitin to stick his dick in
This bitch of a rap game
Beginning to think I've gone completely insane
But what does it matter when you've got stress on your brain
No dame no fame
I really have no reason to complain
Other than sayin I'm plain
But it's time to get high and leave this lame plain of existence
Covered in mental stitches
Where I've been fucked over by these stupid bitches
Til I get 3 trucks impale them through the hitches
Drag they bodies to ditches
Go spend a week in Venice
No that won't even diminish
These dark thoughts that begin to pillage
And envelope my entire image
Why me lord? Why me?
Can't you see that I'm loathing the fact my life is so easy
Everything has become a breeze to me
But that's how shit is when you've got loads of money
If I can't be happy then why should they be
Allowed to be filled with glee
Oh can't you see?
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[Verse]
Pacing back and forth sectioned off from other human beings
People in your life aint as close as they really seem
They objects in the mirror and me
Well I'm a selfish king
Living inside a hellish dream
Ya I tend to embellish things
But you gotta believe me when I say that I got devilish fiends
Looking over my shoulder
Wondering when I'ma just follow
Anything that they say neglecting that I might die tomorrow
But if i do
Then I wanna know if I lived in sorrow
Four armed monster call me Goro
Cuz I'm out of this world
Out of this whirl
Confusion got me spinning turn me around and just hurl
These fuckers make my head twirl
It's amazing the fact
That they can play it off and make you feel anxious
Like you was just they dog
And now you hanging out in the back of an alley
Nose bloodied while they laughing
You fucking confused
You're fucking covered in bruises
They weren't your friends and you knew it
But you let your gaurd down
And they went through it
And they went through it
Man you knew it
[Chorus]
This the last (last)
Day (day)
Of your life (your life x3)
There gotta be a fast (fast)
Way (way)
Just to die (just to die x3)
(x2)
So where are you going
Where are you going
Would you mind if I
Wanted to join (wanted to join)
Said this the last (last)
Day (day)
Of your life (your life x3)
There gotta be a fast (fast)
Way (way)
Just to die (just to die x3)
[Verse]
That's when you open up a dream
See a glorious thing
It's just you
In a deep ravine
No nobody to see
Nobody to be mean
But in reality those bodies never meant shit to me
It's just me
In this world aint no one is gonna say other
Yeah I got my sister, father, mother
But I don't want em to wonder
Bout my health
When they waltz in my room and discover
That I've been making music that shows insanity down under myself
Praying for hell
No not praying for help
I'm praying that someone will come to me and empty a shell
I might as well
If I wanna see if God is real
But until then
I will abide by my skill with a pen
I will try
To live this life as I
Mentally give in
To all these sedatives that got me in an ultimatum
Hating the fact that I'm still doing this shit
Like why am I waiting
Waiting for what
I don't know I might just be waiting for Satan
Can't really say if I'm doing this shit for greatness
But what if
What if
What if I was just
Crazy
[Chorus]
This the last (last)
Day (day)
Of your life (your life x3)
There gotta be a fast (fast)
Way (way)
Just to die (just to die x3)
(x2)
So where are you going
Where are you going
Would you mind if I
Wanted to join (wanted to join)
Said this the last (last)
Day (day)
Of your life (your life x3)
There gotta be a fast (fast)
Way (way)
Just to die (just to die x3)
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[Verse]
Feelin fuckin massive feelin great
Spittin fire like I opened Hell's gate
This must be what it's like to feel great
The earth quakes, shakes, and vibrates
I wait
Wishin I wasn't full of hate
Forget this bad life
I have found my true fate
No time to waste
Take me to a better place
Pull me up I got the rope around my waist
Only Heaven waits
Perceive myself as a saint
Cuz this world is tainted
I just require some maintenance
But I swear to God I'll make it
All my dreams are beginning to fade and
What happens when
You lose a friend
This shit is too real no time for pretend
I must make amends
The Devil is what
I will resent
But myself I will defend
With a journal as a shield
And my sword as a pen
This is the final battle when will it end
Battlin inner demons that reside within
But I know I will win I can defeat them
Hit the floor with a
Til the cycle repeats over again
I feel so done with this shit
I need to get a grip before life begins to slip
My life's journey has gone amiss
Find the target how unfortunate I missed
Hit the floor with a
Til the cycle repeats over again
See I am babblin baffled attractin em
Wishin I could get a glimpse of this world's end
Until then
I'll just wait and sit
God repent
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[Verse] (Noks)
Something is pounding on my chest
I think it's my heart it wants to escape
But I failed even when I am the best
Every day I try my hardest to erase
Every single feeling that I drown in
The only way I cope are the songs that I make
I was looking for myself and I found him
And deep down he's someone that I hate
Someone that I really wanna turn away
Someone that I gotta face every single day
So I'm running from the man that I became
Hoping I can keep what I'm feeling contained
I gain knowledge as I gain age
But I lose much more in this war I wage
Life is a play I ignore the stage
But I'm writing this script on a single page
I wish I could learn before mistakes
Maybe then I could see your face
Maybe then I won't know this pain
But the same could be said for the lesson gained
Even now her memory stays
I can list the days
We spent together but it's history
So I'll pick up the pace
Step by step I'll run today
[Chorus] (Noks)
Don't let the feelings bring you shame
(I'll flee)
Don't let it keep you here from now
Running doesn't keep you from going insane
(Stay with me please)
So stay a little longer with me now
[Verse]
Metamorphosisms leave you in a torn position
Should I choose my life or should I pick a drug addiction
Smug inflection
My reflection got me wishing I was different
Different than these other kids that think that they are fucking reckless
Orchestrating haters
We waiting we so complacent
We chasing and racing fakers
We pacing and blazing papers
Freebasing with fucking Satan
I'm playing I'm fucking jaded
I'm saying that we have made it
Take ya back to ancient times and we rewind
Rewind way back
When we were at
The point of civilization with pharaohs wearing them swaggin ass hats
You gotta realize that rap
Is fucking hieroglyphics
We just stating facts and painting pictures when we attack
These tracks
He stacks
Acetone back
With a match
In salivary glands
Proprietary master of man
With hands I command
Armed armies to march across the land
Maybe one day you too could understand
[Outro] (Noks)
Understand what I keep trying to be
I wonder why you lied to me
All you gotta do is hear me out
Baby please don't fear me now
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[Chorus]
As I recollect and look at my town
Aim my head up high and fly off the ground
Yeah I'm fuckin skybound
Skybound
Yeah I'm fuckin skybound
Skybound
(x2)
[Verse]
Yeah I'm skybound
I found a place to call my town
And I feel so high now
And I can't believe
It feels so right how
It fills me with glee and I just want to lie down
Cuz my stomach is so tight wound
Everything is so surreal
I need to go outside, wow
Everything I am achievin now has a meanin
Now there is no more grievin
My body just shuts down and I stop breathin
Nothin but the sun gleamin
Once considered a young heathen
Now the young is healin
The young needs to stop bein dumb dealin drug
With guns squeezin tight with tongue feelin numb right
No one knows but there's nothin wrong with some insight
Drop Enzyme because I'm no longer him
No I am me
No longer Enzyme no I am A.D.P.
[Chorus]
As I recollect and look at my town
Aim my head up high and fly off the ground
Yeah I'm fuckin skybound
Skybound
Yeah I'm fuckin skybound
Skybound
(x2)
[Verse]
Reachin for the stars
Might not get that far
But until then I am cruisin in my spaceship like Ackbar
And he comes packed with fat bars
And all he really wants
Is an audience to clap for him
But if not that's okay
He won't stay dormant either way
Even through the torment he won't see astray
At his darkest moments he will plead to say
That he will bleed to create
Another verbal image
That will create energy like a gerbil spinnin
All these words are hidden in the back of his mind
Where he is forbidden
But to make a livin
He must break into the mental prison
If he is successful he will be given
The light to shine off his magnificent prism
I will achieve everything and fight
Through the definite schism
Until the death of him creates livid civilians
And I aint even concerned with makin millions
[Chorus]
As I recollect and look at my town
Aim my head up high and fly off the ground
Yeah I'm fuckin skybound
Skybound
Yeah I'm fuckin skybound
Skybound
(x6)
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[Chorus]
I'm quite cheesy and greedy
It's pretty easy to be me
Wish Pa could see me
When I flow so freely
On this, R A P
yo yo, I'm A.D.P.
(x2)
[Verse]
All I fucking think of anymore is nonsense
My conscience doesn't speak to me no
I've lost it
So I gotta think quick and get off topic
Before the conversation begins to become preposterous
Like, "What the fuck does this kid think?"
Well, a lot of things
You gotta give me time to think
I like to think about what being on this world means
I like to think about my weird fucked up dreams
I like to think about women and the finer things
But most of all
I'd like to see what Pa Pa would think
He's been gone ten years but forever is how it seems
Damn, R.I.P.
I remember running circles round the kitchen
I remember how he'd always stop to listen
He had them big damn ears no one could miss em
Time with you is what I've been missing
[Chorus]
I'm quite cheesy and greedy
It's pretty easy to be me
Wish Pa could see me
When I flow so freely
On this, R A P
yo yo, I'm A.D.P.
(x2)
[Verse]
Let's get off of that bullshit
And back to that cool shit
When we was young and ruthless
More like innocent
And not so menacing
All he ever wanted was to be a normal citizen
But, when you're weird it's fucking hard
And, what you fear isn't in the dark
You're sitting spitting dumb bars
Get up stretch your lumbar
Your goal isn't that far
But failure is in the heart
Yeah, he resents himself
And, he'll probably end up in hell
But, at least he lived his life well
Instead of being stuck in a cell
He's stuck in his mind
He's stuck in a time
Where he wallows and whines
And follows a shrine
To his titillating pinnacle
That draws him from being a criminal
Out of this dismal
State of life
So he's gotta keep his head high
And shine from the inside
[Chorus]
I'm quite cheesy and greedy
It's pretty easy to be me
Wish Pa could see me
When I flow so freely
On this, R A P
yo yo, I'm A.D.P.
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My name is A.D.P. formerly known as Enzyme
This mixtape, Mental Intrusions, is subjected around my mind and everything I think about. Sometimes happy, sometimes sad. Mostly sad. The idea for this mixtape was to let listeners, and fans alike kind of get to know me better and the way my thinking process goes. I've been trying to find my style of rapping for quite awhile now, and I'm still not entirely sure what I'm going to do with it. I don't really have a set style yet which is shown throughout the mixtape. The idea of Mental Intrusions was to find out who A.D.P. really is. Though unsuccessful in doing so, it's still a work in process. I've kind of chiseled out an idea of what I hope to be, and hopefully I can follow through those guidelines. I'd like to thank everyone who gave it a listen or a download.
This mixtape is free because I have no aspirations of making money off of the music I create. I make music because I like to, and making people pay for what I love to do feels like thievery. If you want to pay by all means go ahead, but feel no obligation to. Just listening to at least one of my tracks is enough credit for me.
I'd like to give special thanks to: My sister., My parents, Anthony T., Matthew K., Mike H., and Dash S.